July 23, 2008I’m way too seriousI’m in one of those moods that I feel like I need a good rant, but I think I would just end up ripping the heads off people that really don’t deserve it. At the moment I’m past caring for reelz. I think I’ve gotten to that point where stupid things that people do on Buzznet bug the fuckin’ hell out of me. They don’t know that it bugs me, & I think I’m totally on my own in feeling this way. Sometimes I feel like I’ve stayed to long at a party. I also feel increasing like I’m a dinosaur with my crazy ideals. I remember the golden time before badges. To me Buzznet is meant to be a fun place, but recently I think I’ve been taking things way to seriously. Watching videos like this by XblanksFace comforts me into thinking that maybe there is hope (if you haven’t watched this video yet you really should). Things I really have issues with are people that criticize the way things are done on Buzznet & scream favouritism if things don’t seem to go their way. I’m not directing this comment at just one person, because for fuck sakes I’ve read enough journals about this over the months. I’m just sick of the whinny arse people; if they don’t like it here they should just fuck off & leave. (I totally realise that this is a whinny arse journal). I’m feed up of people copy other peoples ideas almost like they are painting by numbers in hope they can achieve what someone else has. I still hate the obsession with badges; if people want a badge that badly they should just join the Buzz Mob. I hate that some people feel they have to steal other people's photo to make it on Buzznet. :C I love Buzznet, but not the people with the give me attitude. I want these people to love Buzznet & stop shitting on it.
Posted on 07/23/2008 8:51 AM Comments (15)
June 18, 2008I’m OKI’m just breezing through. I will be back on Buzznet on Monday. Sorry I haven’t commented in like forever, but Monday I promise I will. :) I miss you all.
Posted on 06/18/2008 1:22 PM Comments (27)
June 5, 2008Apparently I have IssuesWell I knew that I had issues already & I think most people that know me on an un-superficial level know that too. Today I had a therapy session that made me feel that maybe changing my therapist was a bad idea. I seem to be raking over the same crap over & over again. When the fuck do I get to the part where I feel better?
Posted on 06/05/2008 10:19 AM Comments (45)
May 23, 2008Allowing things to define meThere are so many things that have happened in my past that I some how allow to define me now. I don’t know how things got like this I just slip into having other things control me. I not a control freak… OK I am, but I still think I have a right to be pissed off about my past defining my life.
Posted on 05/23/2008 9:05 AM Comments (18)
May 18, 2008This isn't pretty so divert your eyesAt the moment I’m not feeling 100%. Yeah you guessed it I’m taking a brake.
Posted on 05/18/2008 10:41 AM Comments (33)
May 21, 2007My Weekend
Saturday
I spent the day with an ex who is now a good friend Denise. We went shopping I didn’t buy anything, but she bought a lot clothes & she asked me a long to give my opinion on clothes (I find this kind of thing fun, it’s a dirty secret). After the
shopping trip I came home & chilled for awhile. I went out Saturday night to a nightclub
with Eddie & Hugo. I crawled home
about Sunday This was the hardest day of my week & year. It was the 20th which marked the 9 year anniversary of my mother’s death. This is the only time that I have contact with my mother’s side of the family. They are Catholics & believe I should burn in hell for my life style, so I avoid them as much as possible. Every year it’s like we are re-living the wake. I wish it could be about the celebration of her life. She was a wonderful person. I think I am more like her than my father; she was very creative. She had a great love of making things like; toys, knitting, sculpting, & painting. When my mother
became sick towards the end of 1997, I wasn’t told how bad it was. The whole time I was kept in the dark. Her death on 20th May 1998 took me by surprise, I look back
wish I had spent more time with her. In the afternoon I came home & chilled, wanting to forget about my relatives for another year.
Posted on 05/21/2007 10:54 AM Comments (19)
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